that's why fireflies flash.

I hate that you’re not here. And I hate how much I hate it. And I hate the way I love your beautiful eyes and your dazzling smile and I hate that I can’t even imagine living without you. And I just HATE how I can recall every second I spent with you. I hate the way you make me laugh and the way you keep me warm and the way you make me feel so incredibly safe. And I hate that it hurts so much when we’re fighting and I hate that I’m so afraid of losing you and I … I hate it.

And I love you.

And I hate that I don’t hate loving you.  Far from it ! I LOVE it.

I must be insane.