maybe I just can’t.
I can’t do this. I can’t stand knowing that you lost your grandma and that you don’t want me in your life anymore. You just don’t want me anymore. And I know that you’re in pain and it’s not me you turn to. Just not me. And I can’t take this. I can’t breathe. I don’t want to face a whole future without you by my side. I love you. I love you. I love you. I still do love you as much as ever. What happened ? Why ? Why did you stop loving me ? Well. Did you ? You didn’t say you stopped. You said that love’s sometimes not enough. My head’s full of questions, my heart’s full of you and I miss you so. I want to be by your side. I want to be the one to hold you tight. I can’t believe it’s over. I can’t believe this is over. I wanted to marry you. You told me you wanted to marry me. You were … You are the world to me. I can’t do this. I fucking can’t do this.
I CANNOT BREATHE .
